Iris

Sometimes it is extremely difficult for me to understand what I am? I have been trying to get back to 'A' but in reality I am only allowed to live as 'K'. Another post on self assessment (!?!) but rather the truth is that I have long forgotten who I really am? I feel like I have lost my voice somewhere along with my innocence & wisdom. My life at this moment is in complete shambles, a sort of contradictions of all the meanings of anything I know. What do I do? Does anyone know an answer to this?

All I could think of is Goo Goo Dolls singing IRIS.

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Iris

And I'd give up forever to touch you
cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
cause sooner or later its over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you cant fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everythings made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everythings made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I dont want the world to see me
cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everythings made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

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