it's 6 o'clock in the morning
it's one of those day again.
it's been 4 years now.
I haven't slept all night again.
Memories of those burnt pages
still come flying back.
Ashes of them scattered all over,
All of it, I thought I'd taken better care of.
Girls, the mysteries they are to me.
Drive me crazy,
Drive me insane,
Make me crawl on my knees,
Tear my hair out in a frenzy,
running in circles,
round and round
Still, I wouldn't know a thing,
about you, you know.
And when I reach the peak of it,
This is what I do,
stay up all night.
think of you.
Through the pictures in my head,
and those crimes, we had together done.
Come on now,
I think you ought to know
That your time has been long over
Stop hanging around every then and now.
Ghosts of my past, i.e. you
Leave me now, GO AWAY.
I need my space back now.
To fill it with another color,
To replace you,
with someone else,
Someone different,
Someone better
Maybe, definitely,
Another lover,
Or just somebody,
Someone who really cares,
Unlike you.