Monday, October 16, 2006

Confessions of A Small Town Boy

Going through one revelation after another & confrontation with situations unimaginable to a boy like me, my life is a roller-coster ride right now. Everyday is a brand new day & I discover something new which completely takes me by surprise. Just a couple of days ago, I was going through pages of my recent history and I saw that I was in some sort of hibernation for a long long time. Suddenly I am being woken out of this limbo and I am resisting hard to come out of the warm cocoon I've been resting in. I am trying hard to shed my ways of acting, be more open & communicative, be more appreciative of the small things I always loved. Sometimes I succeed & sometimes I fail, but I am now trying to change that stagnant me.

In this entire process, I guess I'm hurting someone. While trying to rediscover my old self, I'm sort of neglecting someone who cares for me so much that it hurts me as much. I am sorry if I am doing so because even I don't know what I am doing. I am just a self-centered moron right now and only sane thing I can possibly say in my senses right now is this song:



Elvis Presley - Your Were Always On My Mind


Maybe I didnt treat you
Quite as good as I should have
Maybe I didnt love you
Quite as often as I could have
Little things I should have said and done
I just never took the time

You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasnt died
Give me, give me one more chance
To keep you satisfied, satisfied

Maybe I didnt hold you
All those lonely, lonely times
And I guess I never told you
Im so happy that youre mine
If I make you feel second best
Girl, I'm sorry I was blind

You were always on my mind
You were always on my mind

Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasnt died
Give me, give me one more chance
To keep you satisfied, satisfied

Little things I should have said and done
I just never took the time
You were always on my mind
You are always on my mind
You are always on my mind

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