Raging Heart

Something I wrote during my weekend trip. This is a heavily edited version of what I initially felt like, but this comes quite close to what I wanted to express then than what I had initially written. A few more works to be smoothened, let's see...


Sitting by the sea,
Here I am again,
Back to a place I’ve been before.
Where I once saw a future
Some things I couldn’t see coming then;
Or did I just ignore them?

Remembering the days,
I watched it rain heavily,
the Great Arabian Sea stretching before me;
Reminding days from my past,
Images of me
Praying, writing, celebrating, crying.

I promise today,
I won’t shed a tear for her.
I will be never go back in the jungle of those memories,
Ever again…

I’ll come back again,
Someday in future.
When I’ll have a past,
I would be so proud of.
It will be the same sea,
And so will the resort be.
I won’t come alone then,
With me, I will have that someone special.

That day would be so unlike today,
When I lead a life aimless & soulless;
When I struggle to find a cause to live,
When my eyes stay glued on the road to my heartland,
Hoping that someone would walk this way one day.

There she will be then,
Keeping me warm in stormy nights;
Hush my raging heart
Look at me benevolently & kiss my cold forehead;
Spread her warm feathered wings over me
Tuck me into the bed & Kiss me Goodnight.